embarrassed

I am embarrassed to be writing about charting stocks. It's like I'm some wishful thinking idiot. But I made a decision years ago to be obsessed with making money, and refuse to do work, unless I want to. It's a kind of protest. It wouldn't look so bad if I was actually making money, which I haven't been, but I'm not changing a thing. Maybe someday I will, but for now I'm sticking with what pleases me. Even if I were making money, it might look bad. Well, I'm still sticking with this.